I am a 18 year old girl, living in california who aspires to one day become a journalist. Writing just seems to be the one thing that helps me make sense of this crazy, unpredicatbale world. Here you can take a peak into my life; naratives, fashion pieces.. really anything!

Welcome to my blog where there is no making sense of anything but simply my words and thoughts.



7 thoughts on “About

  1. ruthvioletjem23

    You have earned yourself a new fan, and well anyone can be a blogger. But some have the gift to really reach out to someone. I related with your third post on a break up, but the truth of the matter is, he was never my boyfriend, we were distant lovers and as much as it aches me, it was never “real”. They are all about him, and it has been since October and it is like as if we just “broke- up”. I knew from the moment we had our first phone call, I would fall in love with him, and the truth was, I did without realizing, he brought me back to living again. But just like all friendships or affairs, one always suffers while the other is for a sail and joy ride. I was unlucky and well I do wish him the best, and I will love him, even if its from afar.

    1. nothingbutmywords Post author

      Aw thank you so much! My first fan, haha!
      Well, that’s the thing with love. You can’t choose who you call in love with… it just happens. Even when things end you can’t stop loving the person. Once in love, always in love. You will probably always love this person in the same way that I will always love my ex. But it eventually becomes a different kind of love. A love for the person.. not loving him being “yours”. If you really love him you have to let him go.. as cliche as that sounds. Love is tricky. But with each lover we learn a new lesson.

  2. ruthvioletjem23

    Letting go is easier said than done, but each day that passes on I am closer, though I do have those days where all I ever think of is about him and how is doing and such. Basically making up scenarios in my head like old times. I still have a lot of healing to do I know that, if only it were easier to emotionally “delete” someone.

      1. ruthvioletjem23

        I was about to say that times heels everything, but I feel that isn’t always the case. Because by nature we go back and just reflect whether we want to or not, it’s more of just learning and accepting when to loose, even if it hurts.

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